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Watch the world go by.

Watch the world go by copyDo you ever ask yourself the question, ”am I doing the right thing with my life?”. Well I do, and I can tell you that it’s a pretty hard question to answer.

Just when you think you’re in the right place, mother nature turns the earth and you’re lost again. I have the feeling that I’m stuck in a maze. I know where to go, but I can’t find the right direction. Art school is teaching me all new things, but please believe me when I say that I’m dying for some more sleep and a little less stress. They are killing me over there!

Most of you know that my dream is to study for a while in Paris and gladly my school can help with that, so I know where I’m fighting for. Still I feel very sad about the fact that I don’t have any time left to write about my biggest obsession in life…Paris. I miss you guys so much, I love writing for you and share everything I know and discover. You guys are amazing and have left so many great comments on this blog that kept me motivated every day ♥

Sometimes I dream about my future. Living together with my lovely boyfriend and staring out the window with a little cat next to me. I still want to work hard. I want to write, draw, talk, read, learn, teach, edit all day about Paris. Share my stories and feelings about this beautiful city till the day that I die.

The only thing I have to do is to be patient and remember that we all have to work hard to achieve our dreams and that’s not a bad thing, only a bit frustrating sometimes ;) So, am I doing to right thing with my life? I don’t know jet, but I hope that I can answer that question in a few years…

Again, apologies for the lack of posts, If I have found a little time I will think of you. Do you guys think to me then?

Sweet dreams everyone or a really good morning ♥ 

 

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Are you sometimes a bit jealous?

She has every day an amazing view.  Well, I am. Sorry, I know… bad habit.

It’s well known that I would love to spend more time at Paris, but unfortunately, moving to Paris can’t be arranged in a few minutes so, I have to improvise. One year I’m there less often than another year. Just because of the simple reason ‘work and study has to be done’.  I bet that also sounds familiar to you? But, I can’t complain, I have a lot of fun with my blog, my Paris book collection, my own experiences and stories from others, photos and many beautiful souvenirs, but sometimes … I feel a bit jealous. A bit jealous because of the thought, that at this moment people are walking on the Champs Élysées or looking at the stars from the top of Butte-Montmartre. *Sigh* I don’t begrudge anyone the love of Paris, but sometimes, just sometimes, I wish I could give myself a bit more time at Paris. I know I have to be patient and that I’m looking at the same stars as them. That’s why I learned myself a lesson. When I’m feeling a bit jealous again… I know I have to be grateful and only have to ask myself the question ‘’when?’’

What about you guys? Where in this world would you rather spend a little more time?